In-Depth · A personal video archive

My Life in
47 Videos

These are little windows into my life, recorded as it was happening. A last stretch in bus work, setting out in a truck, long days on the road, friends, family, changing plans, and quieter moments in between.

They were made across sixteen months and are arranged in the order they happened. Some are proper updates; some are only a few seconds, a bit of music, or the sound of the place around me. Together, they make a loose record of where I was and what life felt like at the time.

47 video check-insOct 2024 — Feb 2026About 36 minutes

Each small world opens one clip. The dates come from the videos’ original capture information; where a moment is brief or hard to make out, the caption leaves it open.

Clips 01–07

Closing one chapter

In October 2024, I was counting down my last days in bus work. A few weeks later, I was making plans for a different kind of working life.

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12 Oct 2024

A first brief check-in: the start of this little video record.

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24 Oct 2024

On the eve of my last day in bus work, reflecting on a demanding year and what comes next.

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27 Oct 2024

A one-second glimpse from the transition.

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7 Nov 2024

A visit to an exhibition, with a celebratory drink.

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27 Nov 2024

A short, atmospheric moment with voices in the background.

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27 Nov 2024

A fragment of conversation about history and art.

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Clips 08–29

Finding my feet on the road

By December, I was learning the rhythms of long-distance truck work: heat, distance, fuel, repairs, rest stops, and knowing when to call it a day.

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6 Dec 2024

Setting off early in wet weather with a recently bought truck and trailer.

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9 Dec 2024

A hot morning on the road: checking in, watching the weather, and weighing up a rest.

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9 Dec 2024

The afternoon update: heat, distance, fuel, a well-running truck, and an audiobook for company.

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10 Dec 2024

A short road-side fragment.

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10 Dec 2024

A mid-journey pause to stretch, make a small repair, and decide whether to keep going.

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10 Dec 2024

Changing the plan rather than driving into dusk; stopping for the night.

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10 Dec 2024

A wry review of basic accommodation, with the important thing working.

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14 Dec 2024

Arriving before dark, checking the truck, and getting ready to leave in the morning.

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15 Dec 2024

A short, quiet moment between the bigger updates.

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17 Dec 2024

A practical call about picking up an item while I was travelling in the station wagon.

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22 Dec 2024

A leg stretch in a long, empty stretch of road, with a truck warning to sort out.

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25 Dec 2024

A brief Christmas-day glimpse.

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6 Jan 2025

A short fragment from the road.

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6 Jan 2025

A longer stretch of mostly quiet footage from the same day.

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9 Jan 2025

A few seconds from the journey.

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9 Jan 2025

A tiny fragment before the next update.

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10 Jan 2025

Deciding whether to set off late or stay the night and travel in the morning.

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16 Jan 2025

I wanted a ten-minute rest; Claire had another idea for the stop.

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16 Jan 2025

Wind across a short roadside pause.

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17 Jan 2025

A road update: a few hours still to go, but I was hanging in there.

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22 Jan 2025

A small travel moment with music.

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24 Jan 2025

Waiting downstairs before a lodge initiation, trying to sound less nervous than I felt.

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Clips 30–36

The days between destinations

The road brought its own small decisions and detours, alongside time with people and a milestone I was nervous about. Not every update was a big story; sometimes it was enough to check in.

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19 Feb 2025

Another view of the lodge evening, just before the initiation.

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19 Feb 2025

A shorter cut of the same pre-initiation check-in.

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19 Feb 2025

The longer version: nerves, a bit of self-deprecating humour, and a message for someone there.

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6 Mar 2025

A brief arrival-side conversation during an outing with friends.

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6 Mar 2025

Six minutes of group chatter, music, movement, and a windy day out.

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2 Apr 2025

A tiny weather note: it will be windy tonight.

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6 Jun 2025

A storm outside, a phone call, and the bath getting cold.

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Clips 37–47

Change, in fragments

Later clips catch parts of life that are harder to sum up: a vehicle changing hands, a storm, music, a reading, and a few brief glimpses that speak for themselves.

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7 Sep 2025

A one-second visual fragment.

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12 Sep 2025

A quick look and a simple verdict: it looks good.

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18 Sep 2025

Thinking aloud about an ending and the mixed feelings that come with it.

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26 Sep 2025

Setting off in the truck while its future is still uncertain.

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28 Nov 2025

A music-filled fragment.

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28 Nov 2025

A second, very short musical moment.

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1 Dec 2025

A spoken passage about a room full of people, a shared question, and a curtain.

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1 Dec 2025

A reflective spoken-word piece about searching, walking, falling, and catching yourself.

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5 Dec 2025

A short clip with eerie music.

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4 Feb 2026

A final brief glimpse in this set.

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